Inferiority complex never kept off from being the sole
reason behind every other reasons which restricted my free association with
people. I see myself and whatever am made of as not good enough to face life
challenges,even when am up I feel down beneath the ground. things I have and
made of, do I think not good enough due to the unanswered question "why
wont I just be like or more than these people who are better than me who make
me feel inferior". Am always nervous and paranoid about what people who
see me as having upper hand Than them worry less or not about.
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Let's get this
straight here. most people see me as a handsome dude but I always wish I could
be as handsome as a god; I feel bad to see someone taller than my very self not
withstanding the fact that am being seen as a tall dude. My intelligence many
cling to but I always save my indulgence for intellectual competition for
indefinite next show. Even when being shown loved by almost all that exist in
any environment I found myself, still I never ceased feeling less or not
important, not regarded or loved. I think about all these twenty four hours of
everyday even in my dreams, frustrated mine and I'm tired of living this way but
still can't stop living this way. Most times I feel like 'fuck my life'.
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